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First and Foremost, I run this site , not you. yes you. This place is still functional mostly because I, am allowing you to take a peep into my sadist life. or so i call it. Be it the only thing i ask of you is for you to respect all my statements and that any discrimination is restricted. and lastly. enjoy :D

blased. it was a Boring day. a very boring day. sitting there like some goose listening to a white parrot yapping away. not bad huh; change of enviroment. and i hate it. now im supposed to do neat stuff like nametags and all but here i am typing away! and my homework's still b l a n k .

gee. my mood's been bitching out on me these past few days. always complaining 'bout this and that. and her. and him. everyone. rarr. this time cooperation aint there. maybe bcos we are totally different people. =/ i like serious and classy image. while maybe people like simple and i-dun-care mode. i dunno. sometimes i get frustrated. but maybe its wrong to get frustrated; ure shutting out opinions. but opinions has to be good ones dont they. not some crapped up crazy make-you-laugh thing which is supposed to be laughed about.

i swear my temper's gna get the better of me one day. i think i should just find a group that comprehends nextime. :( i dont want any conflicts. its complicated.


i dont think i am gna elab. much on my oh-so-sickening life right now since its a total disaster. just went off to the sweet dentist to give him the right for tightening the fatal wires. rarr. God i swear they're an aweful lot of bullshit. painkillers dont help much! fyi.!

was home the whole day yesterday somehow. thinking those crappy philosophical thoughts again. and i dont get parents. no i dont. they think they are always right in a sense. not to sae that they're always wrong but there's dem , and you. and no space in between fer negotiations on ur part. if u do actually retaliate; it'll fall under disrespect. the whole lot of crap. and in they're minds. we . 15 yr old teenagers. are immature. too naive to understand their pains in life. which i dont want to. but one does wish that society will be modernised. far greater than being open as it is right now.

having a stock challenge on monday. and another two boring weeks of lessons. wished i had reasons mendacious enough fer truancy.


i find the day particularly dreadful today. somehow; i managed to wring out of getting retained over the year. thank God. i was thinking more of distinctions. and now i dun give a bloody care;so long as i get through. im amazed. on my part that i did not realli put in much effort this time. people shed tears and my resolve only had just gotten stronger. not say that i loved my biology grade or anything ; i feel a tad too much sadness pressed onto the matter. rarr.

i was enthralled when i recieved the phonecall though! :D i got through to CNA's journalist trip to shanghai! estatic. ohmanohmanohman. i feel like a weezer like ehmagawd. shenn is going on a tour with the most famous reporters ever on CNA. x) Okay. i shall shut up now. and doh doh. toms photo taking and i swear i will not look good at all.

looking forward to the next eastcoast rollerblading trip with veron ((:


yays! my very first skin.! halfway through.! ((: morning peeps. its 1.30am.x) time fer cows to fly! :D


and my uber sadist life goes opposite.! im a muggertoad no more! down with the freaking E word. besides ; i get to do whatever i want. until next tuesday. =X i WANT shopping! for that imaginary bag i have in my ohsogenuishead. x) i won jeanne at this cheesy shooting game. u noe. where u point the gun at the screen and go around like a mad woman shooting the 1st person u see? i swear i killed at least 50 civilians in dere. =X

mum's back from aussie with a book fer me and hummingbirdbro. i scanned the book. like realli realli scrutinised it. and this book; dance with the gods. wasa the 2nd book of the whole trilogy. i was like. stoned. howthebleh would i noe what happened or gna happen after this. i love trilogies. <33 but not midway breaks. rarr.

its nice to plunge into fantasy , letting dream like apprehensions elude you. and yet dreams are not realistic enough. with us. or me. pinioned to hope. the encapsulation process was always dreaded. by me at least. but this time a window has opened. letting the melodious rapshody of authum sink in. in this kind of dream. who ever does want to wake up?

puritanical parents. bro;dey do mean good.
opague facades will never cover you up. bitch.


slept directly when i reached home. oh-so-comfy bed. ((: that hummingbird bro had frens over. gah. i slept at 4+ .

until now. it was refreshing. i guess. but tat stone in me still hasnt lifted. i shall do something drastic today.




i felt so bad. so f-ing bad. after those disastrous papers, my mind was like. hell-gone-loose. not that i even talked much after that. stoned in the bus. den stoned again when i reached home. and blasted metal rock music. i was feeling so damn negative. i've turned into the muggertoad most fer bio and i get the worst outta it. i think negative thoughts. realli realli emo ones. and i get stuck with philosophy peptalk again. shit the world. shit everything. i want this to be over. quick.


oh gawd. it was bad. it was so bad.

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANNE :D

subway-ed. and went lala with doris. come on luh! KimJungHoon is so hawt. and and and ChadMichaelMurray is hawter!

i dont know wad to do with my life right now.


i dunno. i dun feel good. yet i do. some kinda thing in me that reached critical point. naw. i dont feel good at all. the only positive thought maybe ; at least i have this to look back and laugh upon when im older.


aint life's bout risks and adventures?

wen's coming toms. and meeting up with jeanne and veron later. have to buy 5 packets of sweets fer kc. i feel bad bout hitting him on his bdae. gawd. i shouldnt have. bdays are special. not dreadays. eeks.