[ 10:13 PM ]
goodbye everyone. :D
and good luck.!
[ 4:35 PM ]
bloody hell. people like me. do not abide by the misconceptions parents have about children being damn rebellious at my age.
1. i a not a child
2. im not unreasonable
3. i'm fat.
i hate the fact that they always tell you that you're not fat when obviously are! they should be saying' yes. ur'e bloody fat and you know it so stop eating so much and i'll stop bringing you out fer gourmet meals.' shitshitshit. they never do that. and i'm still very much trying t get over the fact that people call me fat all the time. gah.
i'm also still not over the fact that this certain someone's been haunting my dreams almost every night already. like eew. why does it have t be that asshole. and think about me being fat again. -sob. okay. having an emotional crisis here. i have t do something about it.
then on t my family.we're so not family. like. only. 4 people cohabiting in a community trying to make the place as peaceful as ever. or maybe because whenever they look at me its always ' why is my daughter so freaking stupid' or ' why is my daughter so freaking fat and ugly' or maybe 'why did i ever give birth to this person' gahgahgah. i dont really care. im lucky that i dont really care. because i'm gna migrate nextime. i'm gna go to this faraway place where none of you will get t see me. so maybe you'll be wishing that yay shenn is finally gone . she wont be able t milk me anymore.
i'm just writing this because i'm lazy to vent on my diary.
i'm so gna be on bloody hiatus from now till the 13th of november. so bye bye everyone.
Labels: Under Emotional circumstances.
[ 11:06 PM ]
hah. happy fer aimee that she gt shortlisted fer dpa fer mass comm.! :D great news. hope she gets through t the interviews! godbless! :D tday was. whacky. went t the library fer revision. and had this giant serving of roti john. i didnt know it was so biggish. heh. anw. it was a really productive day! thought i would see jane or some people. nah, didnt; saw a couple of jurong students. going around doing flag day programmes.so veron was saying that there were 4 of them standing at the bustop at jp. crazy. :X ohohoh! camwhored and photobucket ISNT WORKING. i cant post up farewell pictures. or any other pictures i wna put up. gah.
evening classes start next week. wonder if it'll be crappy. =/
10 more days t the release of jonas brother's album!
[ 7:19 PM ]
okay. my internet's been screwed bad and im happy t be able t get here today! :D im just gna start on how Great harry potter & the deathly hallows were. dragged shaun out of bed on saturday t queue up fer it. and being this really crazed enthusiast, went straight home and finished the book maybe round. evening? so; omg. j.k rowling is just the greatest writer of all time maybe. she's such a superb writer. so the boom was. fantastic. my favourite among all the others.
i didn't really do anything during the weekends cept. read deathlyhallows and sleeping. i've been sleeping alot these few days. bloody hormones. it must be them. tday's ct was. Okay i think. i pretty much screwed the first question and maybe abit of the graph. =/ oh well. saw so many juniors tday. i
Thought i missed them. then after some
Enjoyable experiences. ok. maybe not. gna go back fer cca toms. haha. hahahahhahaha. u;re so dead all of you. so dead. x)
looking forward to aimee's year book as well! :D and the jonas brothers album!
[ 9:30 PM ]
mum allowed me t pre-order the jonas brothers online! :D hahahahs. okay. im like. super happy right now. listening went alright i guess. checked answers with jeanne and i think there was only one question we got different. im crossing my fingers!
then i had english oral tday. pretty much satisfied. only one part was screwed. and tday, i finally know of people in my class who is out there t intimidate me. but, thinking about it, its not that worth my time t be pissed over such people. :) i think im contented so its really none of your effing business.
came home and slept! was supposed t wake up at 6.30. until the phone rang , i woke up and the sky was dark. ohman. im feeling bummed. and awfully weary now. gahgahgah!
[ 9:56 PM ]
sunday! and tomorrow's my oreos LC. okay. it's not really scary but kinda highly anticipated. since there aint gna be any ASAP toms! :D today was. bullshit i think. i set my alarm t 7am. so it rang and rang fer one hour and i was still on my bed.
i woke up 2 hours later.
tuition and glenn was there again. oh, i have phobia's of his mum. his mum is scary. so i managed t hang in there fer the 5th hour running. and finally boom! home! mum bought crystal jade and sushi fer dinner! was hoping fer the sushi buffet but it was a long queue. gah.
just came back from a supermarket. and miraculously met my tuition tcher there. she's going back t shanghai fer 2 weeks. hope everything goes well fer her! godbless. chatting with lingyi right now. haha. she's my freaking idol! :D I like. love her and aimee so dang much. ((: thanks lingyi! mum brought up the news bout my cousin clara again. apparently she's top student in nyp. so now i'm feeling pretty lousy. like im surrounded by clever people. =/
[ 9:59 PM ]
okay. i dont have any pictures now really. aimee aint online so yeah. the farewell was great. it was maybe. 5 hours of emotional moments. and yes. loads of laughter and tears. haha. it was overwhelming. like i'm gna be boxed in by it . this is one day that will give me the many nostalgic times i'll be missing in the next couple of weeks! but! i'll be going back there anyway; fer the december performance! that ought t cheer me up alot. im really reeally happy. i'll be missing so many people thought. like charmaine, kelly, nicole, chingyee, yunhao. abigail, fangru and such. i'm glad t have such wonderful juniors! i'm glad all of you loved the brownies! :D
you dont know how long its been since i have a crazy band obsession. the jonas brothers new album! :D ohman. see. they're grown up. especially nick j. joe is super hot as usual. and i'll be sure t get their new album out on the 7th of aug! oh please check out the music video. they're new single owns. yeahyeah, you're probably thinking that bands are abundant everywhere jamming their lungs out. then again; the jonas brother's are one of a kind. :))
and HSM2's out somewhere in september too. i hate me fer being sixteen this year. all the yummy entertainment's out this year. and even though zac's hair sucked in hsm2. it looks really neat on him now.
see. zac is so pretty. haha. okay. i shall stop advertising . will post more pictures when i get them. !
[ 7:19 PM ]
a blast from the past. :) memorable days. sigh.
on hiatus. at least until i start giving up on myself.
the final post will probably be on the farewell. i love them alot. hahas. sad t go but . oh well.
[ 7:03 PM ]
oh man. tday was
that kind of we-want-to-motivate-you-but-it's-not-working day. firstly, had this talk during aspc by the ex-seniors. okay. that was pretty memorable, since we hvn't seen them fer 6 months at least. then after classes we were directed t the ava room. bloody cramped. and bloody crapped up.
it's so stupid larh! ended up talking t angela bout her stony cum serious days from now on. bless you angela! :D
and lets say i didn't turn up fer the hist. asap. heh.
[ 6:11 PM ]
alot of present surprises i had this week. and emotional breakdowns. first was the step down whilst the new comm. took over hopefully fer the better :D i felt proud i guess. proud of my juniors and all. seeing them all so dedicated t this cca when we all bonded. hahas. congratulations! and yes. i'm really glad to be with this batch of babes. and aimee!
then today i meet glenn at tuition! ahahahahas. it was so weird please. of all the places t meet him. he was taller. and still look very much like a penguin. ahhas. i think i'm gna see him very often from now on. but its glad t get back with your primary school friends. they're all still very dear to me too.! i'm praying fer all of their oreos t go well fer them too:))
LIVE earth only rocked because FALLOUTBOY was in it.! bwahaha. kidding kidding. Rihanna sang at japan. it was so obvious the japanese audience were stoned. they didnt know who she was or what she was singing. then it ended and u can hear little clapping from them. ironic. its sort of like shakira singing spanish in a german country. okay. i don't get them at all. gta go do math now. i wasted saturday . screw me please.
[ 7:09 PM ]
well. camp was . awesome. had quite a unique stand by bunk. was pretty hilarious. asked lihui t get me a strand of maha's hair. i love the tau family! and gatsby .! hahaha. charmaine's super funny snorts and nicole's great singing. big shocker there. her voice is. great. great's an understatement actually. i really hoped everyone enjoyed the camp and sorry if i was being a lil too harsh on everyone. :X
tdae's a holiday. yep. so wokeup and met jeanne fer mac's! :D i love the muffin! talked bout stuff. then went t the library t meet pk and zhihao. haha. and i'm glad i went! it was really productive! i mean. i seriously studied fer 7 hours straight! and completed binomial. :D i'm really really glad and everyone should work hard fer their upcoming orals and preliums too!
t jeanne, i'll support her choice all the way! she'll be much happier there than ____. :D i do hope t live up t haiyuan and lingyi! till nextime! upload photos when i get them from aimee!
